I've been in a very good mood today. I got to see Jay last night and after he left, I spent some time amusing myself by attempting to crouch on the floor like L from Death Note. Trust me, it's nowhere as easy at it looks! My best time was something like 52 secs before crashing on my butt- thank Goddess I've gained bit of weight and therefore actually have some padding now on my previously boney posterior! It's a rather silly goal, but I really do want to master this skill, precisely because it takes such particular balance and precision. Shift your weight too far forward or backwards, and over you go!

 

I woke up about 11, got dressed, and headed off to Kwik Trip to get some cigarettes for Mom (why the hell can't she ever get them herself?) and then spent the afternoon (until a few minutes ago of course, when I logged on here) sunning in the yard while reading a book and listening my mom's cd of the Carpenters; I have no idea why I felt so nostalgic for that cd, but she used to play it a lot when I was younger and I guess there's some fond memories there. I really should see if there is some sunscreen about- I burn so easily especially if I spend any sustained amount of time outdoors. Jay says he's coming about 4 when he wakes up (he works third shift) and so of course I'm looking forward to his visit.

 

I'm beginning to wonder whether it was a mistake giving Toni my number- she invited me via MySpace to come bowling with her and her friend Sarah (ack! not Sarah!). I still remember the pair of them from high school; Toni was okay but Sarah was one of those "friends-by-proxy" as I call them, the ones who are only in your social circle because they're friends with one of your friends, not that you are actually THEIR friend. Oh, and Justin is trying to get in touch with me again on MySpace- I never even knew he had an account on there and he wrote me saying that I didn't have to stop talking to him "because of what happened" (I used to hang out with him when Jay and I were broken up for awhile, but he was so cautious and such a "goody-two-shoes" that he bored me so I basically ceased all contact with him). That's the last thing I need- another headache of a former friend. I'm soo blocking him on MySpace, and perhaps Toni too; maybe it's the coward's way out, but I just can't deal with people I frankly don't care for. After Toni sent me that comment asking me why I'd sent her a Screaming Orgasm (a drink on a virtual drinking game app on MySpace called Cheers!) then she's too tame for me. Hey, I'm risque, and if you don't like it that way, don't bother hanging around me even in cyberspace. Some people are so dull.